Goodbye

Happy new year Saturday, December 31, 2011

Blessed new year<3 at least I "counted down" and wasn't in slumberland as I planned to. HAHA. Squeezing with strangers at marina bay wasn't too bad after all. And we got a perfect spot for the fireworks and the fireworks lasted longer than I've expected, totally amazing (: dear god, thank you for the beautiful year which had passed. please bless this year and make it a meaningful one. Continue to keep everyone strong and healthy, and may your presence encourage me wherever I may go. Amen(:

10:11 AM

2012 Friday, December 30, 2011

Thank god my fever subsided yesterday and I managed to go to school! Borrowing gym mats from mr ong is easy.carrying them from ish to cca block is harder. Heehee. We finished two out of three songs, so we're left with 12 beats, woohoo! And we're having pyramids in the end so we're probably left with like 8 beats of dancing, woohoo!:D ytr was fun. The mosquitoes didn't wanna bite me cos I was sick, haha! And there was this bb guy annoying us by playing the piano and we couldn't concentrate on counting our beats so we ended up counting to his " viva la vida" and dancing along to it. Ha! I woke up at 5.30am today morning due to a terrible stomachache and had diarrhoea. So maybe it'll be easier for me to wake up on Tuesday morning if I had diarrhoea. Touch wood:P my book's ready for collection, woohoo:D open house is on Saturday, means polishing boots:/ but wearing the new badges:) and who knows we might get our chevron, heehee:)

10:38 PM

Hmm Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Betrayal comes from trust.
Which is why I hardly trust people completely.
Cheerleading was fun today. I just realised how there's a lot of mosquitoes in the school canteen. We were like trying out the steps and stopping all the time for guys to wlk past. And there was this guy like super far away and I told everyone we shall just sit down and wait. Heehee, can't wait for Friday. Was kinda frustrated just now over the wedding thing, but my tolerance level has UP UP UP! Amanda's so happy over her new phone, I'm looking forward to trying it out!:) amk library tmr with Raina. Tuition tests for 3 subjects to study, before sch reopen, urgh:/ Nicole told everyone to come for cheerleading today, and no one seemed to bother. But I still thank god for Nicole, novelle, jia jia, Lynn, jean and Kaiteng:)

7:43 AM

Malacca! Monday, December 26, 2011

My stomach's hurting horribly. Waiting for the next time I shall run to the washroom:/ back from the one night at malacca. I finished hunger games during the 7hr journey there and idk how much shorter back to sg:) waiting IMPATIENTLY to be able to collect "catching fire" which I've reserved. I realised they are gonna have 4 movies in all, woohoo:D but the actors and actresses are not good looking:/ I still can't decide whether to side Peeta or Gale cos they both look creepy:/ malacca was fine, it's scary how the Malays and Chinese still seem kinda segregated:/ cheerleading tmr, I promised myself to get some dance steps imprinted into my brain before tmr since last week and I hadn't had the time to. Kinda disappointed in myself :/ there's some kinda wedding tmr night and I'm wearing that tube dress i got from my aunt which I thankfully found out it came with 2 separate strings ( it was a funny moment:P), so it's gonna become a spaghetti strip, which is at least better, I guess. But whatever, if my stomach doesn't get well tmr maybe I won't have to go ?:D oh and I love graphic tees! Saw this " I'm not short. I'm just fun sized" but the shirt was too big ( kinda ironic in my opinion) and my dad bought it instead. Family of short people :D but I bought other graphic tees instead:) there's this " let's talk shit" but the background colour was so shitty so I didn't get it. And thankfully my stomach's feeling better, for now(:

6:59 AM

:) Saturday, December 24, 2011

I can't wait for :
- Sch to reopen to sit at the gallery HAHA!
- The hunger games <3
- Snow white and the huntsmen ( just cos Kristen Steward's in it :P)
- Taman!!!! :D
- Indo if i'm going:) if raina's going :)
- BREAKING DAWN PART 2. OMG.
- Os to be over :D

Who would have thought that taylor swift would have sung a song for the hunger games. weird :P

I love whoever who made the picture below :D

Sucks that I haven't even read a 100 pages of the first hunger games books. so yeap, i shall go back to reading :D I'm gonna make sure i come out with some time to read even after sch reopens :))))

5:39 AM

Break your own heart:P Friday, December 23, 2011

I can't wait to head down to her library soon to get more Elizabeth Scott books(: school in 2 weeks:D I'm like super excited yet feelings somewhat anxious due to uncertainties. Yet I should be thankful that I have like 30 (?) classmates from 2h, hence I don't have to worry much about adapting. Adaptation. Haha, i feel like an animal. "polar bears have thick layer of fur to prevent heat loss..." where did that come from:P Still... Who doesn't worry?! Okay, I dislike surds. Why are they worst than indices?:( surds, be nice to me ke yi ma?:((( I'm looking forward to school next week times two next week:D probably Tuesday and Friday. I really hope we can get the whole dance done by then including the pyramids, tumbling and partner stunts. That's kinda ambitious :S I'm thinking of deactivating fb after this whole cheerleading thing ends in march, to concentrate on Os (: god! I need the will power, HAHA:) I miss GB, a lot ! I know it's gonna feel strange fr awhile for everyone now that ms lim's gone. But no one is indispensable<- I think. I can never figure out which ( dispensable / indispensable) is what I think it means:/ I'm looking forward to dedication service! I really hope to be in the parade GOH and not get stuck with admin. stuff this year. I felt useless when everyone was under the hot sun suffering and I sat down there like a useless thing. Really, haha! And I'm looking forward to when mdm Laura rmbs about our chevron and passes it to us:P dedication service is fun, just that bagpipe should stop playing the same tune for every single occasion. And in looking forward to open house! Is there actually another next year?:/ but yeah... (: I was really hoping that I could drag my bro to phs, or at least the open house for the end of next year. But everyone's been influencing him to get dsa, Tsk. Later he go RI become nerd sia. I still tho k he should get a private coach, and come to phs:D what's more, he already has one><

7:47 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Who doesn't love Blair! :)

Precisely! :/

Freaked out when she opened her eyes :P

8:35 PM

Lalalala

I miss staying here, but I don't think I'll ever go back to Philippines

5:54 PM

Hey math, I'm done with ya!

Done with heymath, both quizzes, after procrastinating forever. Which means holiday assignments are all done! (: didn't do really well for the second quiz, but oh well, I never really get perfect scores for heymath. I wondered why we had to do workings on foolscap this time anyway, waste of time:/ plans for tmr, tuition hw, tuition, revise English. Friday, revise ss. And after that... Hmm... I shall see(: I pray and ask that God will continue to grant me steadfastness in my work<3 praise the lord!(:

7:06 AM

Lead. Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I slept till twelve yesterday, so I supposed I wouldnt be sleeping at least till 3. So much for planning to sleep early for the rest of the holidays to get back on track for school. The thing is, hardly anyone reads all these stuff I write, which is why I like expressing my thoughts through blogging. Cos my hand's too lazy to write a diary entry and in not good at hiding diaries. Sometimes I think that even if I'm not socially awkward, I'm a nerd who doesn't socialise. Back to leading. Krithi told me recently that I was born to lead. And sometimes I wonder to myself whether that is true, since I'm not talented in anything, and I don't pick up anything externally.(<- I think that's how the school calls it ?) I know she says so because I made it class monitress once I got into nbps followed by prefect. I tried to turn down the offer, but I can't remember why I didn't. And then senior prefect in p6( shouldn't all graduating prefects be senior prefects? So misleading...) and somehow I've picked up leadership skills through that 3 years. ( stomach grumbles at 1.49am as I'm typing this) those leadership workshops they were forever organising was fun, if only I could go back there and organise workshops for nbps prefects in the future, haha!:P the thing is, I'm not into this whole leadership thing anymore since I'm in phs. Maybe cause im not given a chance to? But oh well, the fact is that I'm not interested. I guess that as I grow older, I realise how the world gets around. I get a little too self conscious as well. I worry people might hate me for trying to be the one leading. I always do honestly. Even today. My brain just doesn't get tired of wondering how people think of me. But I'm really mentally tired. ( haha, weird!) and the more my brain thinks the more awake I get, like right now, urgh! I just figured out that I took my multi-vit. Before going to bed, insteaof in the morning, and now vitamin b is keeping me super alert :/

10:26 AM

:P

We all look ridiculous, which is why I can't wait for next week :)

9:18 AM

Thank You Lord(:

Thank you Lord, for every breath you have given me(:
Thank you Lord, for this wonderful year, 2011 (:
Thank you Lord, for being faithful to me all this while, and I know you would forever be(:
Thank you Lord, for helping me through my studies, even when I was anxious about being in 2H(:
Thank you Lord, for another fruitful year in 5th Coy GB, with my fellow fb girls, and loving officers who taught me a lot (:
Thank you Lord, for wonderful friends in my life. Though not many, they were always there for me, and renewed my strength in You(:
Thank you Lord, for keeping me healthy through this year, and healing me miraculously each time I fall sick when I couldn't afford to (:
Thank you Lord, for a loving family who is always so understanding and rational (:
Thank you Lord, for answering my prayers, reassuring me that you are definitely hearing, and that I should never doubt you(:
Thank you Lord, for forgiving me and giving me the chance to repent, each time I sin against you(:
Thank you Lord, for the peace I receive whenever I need it to get through the days of my life(:
Thank you Lord, for the wisdom to make the right decisions, be it big or small(:
Thank you Lord, for the serenity to accept things I can't change, and the courage to change what I could (:
Thank you Lord, for teaching me the importance of a strong FAITH(:
Thank you Lord, for granting me strength when I'm weary(:
Thank you Lord, for Your grace which abounds deeply in me(:
Thank you Lord, for teaching me that the testing of my faith produces perseverance(:
And lastly, thank you Lord, for the greater plans you have for me in my life , in the years to come(:
God is LOVE<3
I love you God.
~faith ( I just thought adding this would be pretty cool:P)

9:12 AM

Yay:)

My maid found my gb uniform, and those other stuff, heehee:) thank god!:D twins birthday tmr! They are finally 14, but still as cute and funny as ever :)))) today was fun, I guess I worried for nothing. Kaiteng had to leave early, left with Nicole , novelle , Lynn, jia jia and I. I would say that it was productive. Though we didnt choreograph a lot, we still did quite a lot of stuff. Well, we're all new at this. Proud of myself for showing them my idea for the first 4 counts. Glad that they liked the idea. Me teaching people to dance, I could have never thought of it. I don't want to learn doing a cartwheel really. I can't wait for us to meet up again, I think we're gonna be real close by the competition period :)

6:45 AM

Numb. Monday, December 19, 2011

"count it all joy when you meet trials of any kind, for the testing of your faith produces steadfastness" James 1:2-3
It's hard God, really. God, help me. I feel so numb within i can't even think of why I'm crying so hard. I feel like part of me is missing, if I've really lost my gb uniform. I feel irresponsible, worthless, not even fit to be a gb girl. I rmb the first badge I got, the first chevron I got ironed onto my frock. I'm crying not cos I'm afraid of the punishment I may get. But cos I'm utterly disappointed and shameful of myself. The tears stop whenever I tell myself that it's not possible that it's real, and that in any moment, they would come in and tell me they've found it. But God knows this isn't the first time I lost my stuff, I'm always losing my stuff, and each time i got them back. But somehow I feel it ain't gonna be so easy this time round. Like God wants me to try out this new obstacle. A part of me wanna blame Him for making my life difficult now that I'm not stressing over my studies, and I know that's just Satan. Gosh I don't feel like going to sch and face those gb girls tmr. Will just feel like a total failed senior.

7:07 AM

The nerves of some people. Sunday, December 18, 2011

I guess the iPad cover I made for the twins were successful, yippee! Wrapped it up with newspapers, it's so much more unique than wrapping papers:P wrapped Amelia's presents as well, well it's just a small gift but at least I wrote a card. Feel bad having to give it to her 2 months late though :/ been checking the mailbox often, waiting for krithi's mail! Waiting for mail is fun, like how I waited for Stephanie's :)) I should mail the twins their present but I doubt it'll fit into the mailbox:/ it was fun hanging out win Raina and her bro and cuz:) I just love her room :P went to ikea after lunch today. Then isetan which means gelato ice cream:D they should have golf sales more often and I'll get to have gelato ice cream more :P then had dinner- nasi lemak and chong pang and then north point to redeem famous Amos cookies:D found a new author I love:)

7:58 AM

Vanish:/ Friday, December 16, 2011

I which I could sprinkle this over me and vanish tmr night. I really don't wanna go for the golf party, or whatever it is. Cos I'm a golf quitter. Damn.

5:07 AM

Hero 5!:)

Okay, Lynn Nicole and I are finally meeting up on Tuesday to choreograph steps. I hope that we can complete most of the dance including stunts jumps and tumbling. Kinda ambitious, but we're really tight on schedule, if we're expected to start teaching the rest when school reopens next year. I hope we can find a weekday where everyone is free next week for us to train. I feel that we are not as efficient and enthusiastic as the other two groups, but I believe we will be as soon as we get to know one another better. Kinda nervous for Tuesday honestly, scared of showing them the steps I've thought of ( more like saw on YouTube and improvised:P), scared that we would run out of ideas:/ pray that everything goes well. Besides I still have 3 days to imprint more dance steps into my mind. Imprint...hmm.... Breaking dawn:P

3:56 AM

:D

Been talking to Krithi more this days, she's just awesomely dumb which is why we get along so well (?)

12:50 AM

I want sleep! Wednesday, December 14, 2011

It seems like through this holidays, I'll been unintentionally experimenting with caffeine. Well, it's super effective on me. At least now I know I won't have to worry about not surviving mugging through the nights from next year on. It's 2.30 now, goodie two shoes faith shouldnt be awake:/

10:18 AM

Books:D

I love reading:)
I'm glad I've found back my passion for reading after this past few weeks. I enjoy reading books about child and teenage abuse, Not cos I have a distorted mind, but sometimes I just realise how fortunate I am to have a loving family, and how cruel te world could actually be. I also love reading books about teenagers surviving from cancer and other diseases. Miracles do happen. At the same time, death is not always a bad thing... Waiting for "The Hunger Games" to be ready for collection. Hopefully it's good:)

7:38 AM

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger :) Tuesday, December 13, 2011

7:45 AM

Wipeout!:)

I think I've been watching wipeout a lot till I'm sick of it:P "The testing of your faith produces steadfastness" James 1 (verse smth:P)
"I called, You answered. And you came to my rescue and I, wanna be where you are."
- came to my rescue (Hillsong)
I wish so badly that I could be in heaven with my Father. Life's tough. Tougher when you are the kind who keeps everything, every single secret you have to yourself, knowing there's no one you could completely trust other than God. That's the hard truth. And yet, at some point of time, we doubt that He is even listening.

7:41 AM

Faith's kiasu:/

I think I'm freaking kiasu and paranoid. I'm panicking cos e math feels difficult and I'm afraid I might not do well for it. I think a math's easier with the help of my tutor. Not like she could possibly teach me every subject:(

12:27 AM

Indices ? Monday, December 12, 2011

Cheerleading cheerleading , urgh.
The nutcracker was nice, but sadly I didn't know how to appreciate it. Life's been boring.

10:03 PM

Trust in the Lord, ALWAYS Saturday, December 10, 2011

Dad and bro came back today. I didn't want to go to the airport to fetch them cos it will feel awkward seeing some of them, and I don't want to hear them persuading me to continue playing old and stuff. Went yishun stadium in the evening to run. 5 rounds, little but better than I expected. I remembered the last time I ran in nanjing 3 rounds was already a killer, I guess it's cos of the cold weather :) my stamina would be so much better if our school's like the ones in china which make them run everyday:) I intend to train for next year's cross country, hopefully I will find the will to:) watched already famous at night, quite nice but draggy. I started getting restless after awhile an wished I was watching breaking dawn again:P passed by the school and there were some people in there , wonder what they were doing :O maybe it's a camp, well then I want to join in:/ I'm gonna miss the ice cream supper treats ms lim:/ though it's just potong ice cream and I only eat the corn one :P and I just had cheese fries an hour ago ( past midnight now), do unhealthy :P

8:18 AM

We Are Young!:) Friday, December 9, 2011

This week's glee episode was awesome:) I was watching it and I was like " this is what GLEE really is all about!:)" and I teased Stephanie for having Aro (the volturi) as her bf cos she said I'm in love with Jacob when I told her I loathe him:P childish much:) but Aro's really freaky, so yay, revenge is sweet:) and then we watched gossip girl, well not together, heehee. Then Stephanie started freaking out because chuck and Blair got into a car accident. Gosh:/ and I watched breaking dawn again but then on the computer. And I skipped the honeymoon part and realised how short the action part is:/
And I revised bio today!:) oh, and I'm glad my dad bought me the daily bread app for my iPhone, without me asking. Well, I asked him for the new daily bread for this month and he decided to download the app:P well, today's devotion (or bread?:P) was about king Solomon asking God for an "understanding heart" when God asked him what reward he would want. He would have asked for greater wealth, or any selfish stuff, but he chose to ask God to grant him wisdom for him to lead his people. King Solomon is a wise king indeed:)

6:43 AM

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