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Lead. Tuesday, December 20, 2011
I slept till twelve yesterday, so I supposed I wouldnt be sleeping at least till 3. So much for planning to sleep early for the rest of the holidays to get back on track for school. The thing is, hardly anyone reads all these stuff I write, which is why I like expressing my thoughts through blogging. Cos my hand's too lazy to write a diary entry and in not good at hiding diaries. Sometimes I think that even if I'm not socially awkward, I'm a nerd who doesn't socialise. Back to leading. Krithi told me recently that I was born to lead. And sometimes I wonder to myself whether that is true, since I'm not talented in anything, and I don't pick up anything externally.(<- I think that's how the school calls it ?) I know she says so because I made it class monitress once I got into nbps followed by prefect. I tried to turn down the offer, but I can't remember why I didn't. And then senior prefect in p6( shouldn't all graduating prefects be senior prefects? So misleading...) and somehow I've picked up leadership skills through that 3 years. ( stomach grumbles at 1.49am as I'm typing this) those leadership workshops they were forever organising was fun, if only I could go back there and organise workshops for nbps prefects in the future, haha!:P the thing is, I'm not into this whole leadership thing anymore since I'm in phs. Maybe cause im not given a chance to? But oh well, the fact is that I'm not interested. I guess that as I grow older, I realise how the world gets around. I get a little too self conscious as well. I worry people might hate me for trying to be the one leading. I always do honestly. Even today. My brain just doesn't get tired of wondering how people think of me. But I'm really mentally tired. ( haha, weird!) and the more my brain thinks the more awake I get, like right now, urgh! I just figured out that I took my multi-vit. Before going to bed, insteaof in the morning, and now vitamin b is keeping me super alert :/ 10:26 AMI say "GO GO GO..."
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